Another month or so, another drama. (or a few dramas actually)

Hey everyone :)

Jeeeez this Blog has grown a layer of dust since the last time I logged in!
Well, time to blow off the dust and start a new chapter!
Yes that's right, I HAVE GOSSIP.

Please be noted that this news will only be interesting and make you gasp with amazement if you read my last blog! But then again, it's been the most amazing, most impossible, sadest, hardest, most challenging but most incredible few weeks of my life!

But really, sometimes it's like I'm fate's guinea pig! Don't worry about me! It's not like I have feelings or anything!!!

Anyway.... hahaha,
Things with this guy were getting better, well at least in the sense that I was moving on and forgetting about him, and with time and space, I got over it.
It wasn't till about a few days after I declared I was over it that something caught my attention. He was more flirty...and clingy...and demanding of my attention.
I thought this was heaps suspicious, and eventually, I figured out he must like me again or something like that. I've known him long enough and I recognised the signs.
Then, one day, after he had dropped so many hints I was drowning in them, he got me alone and asked me out. He said he had done a lot of thinking and wanted me back.
I told him I'd think about it... and went home utterly speechless.
I thought about it long and hard, called Zoey (my best friend), spilled the beans, had her scream through the phone and into my ear, then got distracted by my Aunty, Dakota (pregnant by the way), who called and announced that her waters had broken. It was the distraction I was wishing for!
Hooray for contraction distractions!
Hahahaha that actually sounds terrible lol so I'll stop :P
Anyway, it was a distraction that didn't last long, because after my Mum, Meredith, drove Dakota to the hospital (like a maniac by the way, I was holding on for my life!) We were only there till her husband Brian got there, then we left.
So I had the rest of the night to gloriously dread the day coming. I hardly slept that night.

The next day, I decided I would just jump in and do this. Why not give him a second chance? Is that so wrong? No. So I told him yes.
We've been going out for just over a week now. If I had gone back to the past and told myself that he would come crawling back, I would not have believed me!
So, that day was a good one. I gained a boyfriend AND a new little cousin! Who was a girl! Little Lindsay :)
What a day huh?
Well as you can imagine, that week was mindblowingly tiring (emotionally).
It's even making me tired typing it all out! I feel like I'm re-living it hahahaha.
So with that, I shall bid all you fellow bloggers goodnight.

Rachel x.

Stupid sexy flanders.

Heyaaaaaaaaa :) (sorry about the random title hahaha)

Sorry I haven't blogged in aaaaaaages, but I've been swimming up to my ears in
*drum roll*
HOMEWORK.
*children scream and run away*
There goes my social life, but oh well !

So, whats new huh?
Well not much, things have been pretty mellow..
The guy I liked, or like, (argh I don't even know!!!) he has been clingy a few times in the past two weeks, clingy to the point where I even start to think he mightlike me again. But I shut that thought away and just let it go.
I was doing so, and eventually it started to work and my feelings for him faded.
Or at least thats what I thought.

So here's the deal.
He invited me to this party he was having, so I went, and everything seemed normal enough, but then my slutty ex-friend shows up with her tryhard-slutty friend, and they start their flirting engines. I mean, seriously, they even spent ages in his room.
:
Yes, his BEDroom.
So my friends and I are just sitting there like WTF MAN! And they're all like, whats going on in there?! Thats when I said I didn't even want to know. Thats when it hit me..
I was actually very upset/pissed off/agrrovated/annoyed/sad/horrified that they were in there with him.
Thats when I realised that I still care. And it sucks. Partly because my friends noticed too and now I can't deny it.

So here I am now, ranting on about it.
I would call my best friend Zoey but she's at a friends. Gaaah.

Anyhoo, I'm pretty tired. As you may have noticed, as I haven't ranted as long this time. Haha.

Gooooooooooooooodnight!



Rachel x.