Stupid sexy flanders.

Heyaaaaaaaaa :) (sorry about the random title hahaha)

Sorry I haven't blogged in aaaaaaages, but I've been swimming up to my ears in
*drum roll*
HOMEWORK.
*children scream and run away*
There goes my social life, but oh well !

So, whats new huh?
Well not much, things have been pretty mellow..
The guy I liked, or like, (argh I don't even know!!!) he has been clingy a few times in the past two weeks, clingy to the point where I even start to think he mightlike me again. But I shut that thought away and just let it go.
I was doing so, and eventually it started to work and my feelings for him faded.
Or at least thats what I thought.

So here's the deal.
He invited me to this party he was having, so I went, and everything seemed normal enough, but then my slutty ex-friend shows up with her tryhard-slutty friend, and they start their flirting engines. I mean, seriously, they even spent ages in his room.
:
Yes, his BEDroom.
So my friends and I are just sitting there like WTF MAN! And they're all like, whats going on in there?! Thats when I said I didn't even want to know. Thats when it hit me..
I was actually very upset/pissed off/agrrovated/annoyed/sad/horrified that they were in there with him.
Thats when I realised that I still care. And it sucks. Partly because my friends noticed too and now I can't deny it.

So here I am now, ranting on about it.
I would call my best friend Zoey but she's at a friends. Gaaah.

Anyhoo, I'm pretty tired. As you may have noticed, as I haven't ranted as long this time. Haha.

Gooooooooooooooodnight!



Rachel x.