Hey everyone :)
Jeeeez this Blog has grown a layer of dust since the last time I logged in!
Well, time to blow off the dust and start a new chapter!
Yes that's right, I HAVE GOSSIP.
Please be noted that this news will only be interesting and make you gasp with amazement if you read my last blog! But then again, it's been the most amazing, most impossible, sadest, hardest, most challenging but most incredible few weeks of my life!
But really, sometimes it's like I'm fate's guinea pig! Don't worry about me! It's not like I have feelings or anything!!!
Anyway.... hahaha,
Things with this guy were getting better, well at least in the sense that I was moving on and forgetting about him, and with time and space, I got over it.
It wasn't till about a few days after I declared I was over it that something caught my attention. He was more flirty...and clingy...and demanding of my attention.
I thought this was heaps suspicious, and eventually, I figured out he must like me again or something like that. I've known him long enough and I recognised the signs.
Then, one day, after he had dropped so many hints I was drowning in them, he got me alone and asked me out. He said he had done a lot of thinking and wanted me back.
I told him I'd think about it... and went home utterly speechless.
I thought about it long and hard, called Zoey (my best friend), spilled the beans, had her scream through the phone and into my ear, then got distracted by my Aunty, Dakota (pregnant by the way), who called and announced that her waters had broken. It was the distraction I was wishing for!
Hooray for contraction distractions!
Hahahaha that actually sounds terrible lol so I'll stop :P
Anyway, it was a distraction that didn't last long, because after my Mum, Meredith, drove Dakota to the hospital (like a maniac by the way, I was holding on for my life!) We were only there till her husband Brian got there, then we left.
So I had the rest of the night to gloriously dread the day coming. I hardly slept that night.
The next day, I decided I would just jump in and do this. Why not give him a second chance? Is that so wrong? No. So I told him yes.
We've been going out for just over a week now. If I had gone back to the past and told myself that he would come crawling back, I would not have believed me!
So, that day was a good one. I gained a boyfriend AND a new little cousin! Who was a girl! Little Lindsay :)
What a day huh?
Well as you can imagine, that week was mindblowingly tiring (emotionally).
It's even making me tired typing it all out! I feel like I'm re-living it hahahaha.
So with that, I shall bid all you fellow bloggers goodnight.
Rachel x.
This is a general comment about some of your post, just didn't want to respond to all of them... so here it goes.
ReplyDeleteFirst of all never give a guy power over you, or he will never respect you. He will use you; he will make you feel like shit... never give a guy control over yourself happiness, EVER.
plz wake up and know you are worth much more than that, there are tons of guys out there who would die to be with you and treat you the way you deserve to be treated.
But you'll never find that guy by being needy or letting them control every aspect of the relationship... if a guy puts his friends above you, forget about it, it's not worth the effort. If he wants you bad, he will neglect his friends to be with you. Sorry to rant, but remember you have to power, all women do, especially cute ones.
Just remember to make a guy work for it. As pretty as you are it will work, don't fall for their shit. And be careful, sometimes guys use a girl for a fallback. So when their looking for another girlfriend they call back the chick they dumped just so they’re not alone.
Best of luck.
Thank you for the feedback. This reply has been a bit delayed as I haven't blogged for months but anyway.
ReplyDeleteYou seem like a really sweet person, and thank you for caring.
Don't worry, I don't let guys control me, and you will hear that story in my next blog ;)
It's gonna be a long one haha there is so much to catch up on.
Thanks again,
Rachel x.