This Just In.

Howdy doodies.

You know how I had a very random rant earlier about having a feeling something would go wrong in my so good so far week?
Well, you know how you have those dreams about being naked in front of EVERYONE?
I lived that embarrassment yesterday, I must’ve “tempted fate” with my goddamn post. Bugger.

And no, I wasn’t naked, but I felt like I may as well have been! I had just joined this netball team you see, with all my old friends. I thought it would be a great idea, but the thing is, I’m not very athletic.. sports just isn’t my thing.

I went along anyway, but I had to jump in straightaway, and I had no idea of the rules or boundary lines or ANYTHING.
So there I am, like a lost sheep, just wondering around. I got so many faults, the other team had a greeeeeeeat laugh.
I was absolutely positively MORTIFIED.

Anyway, moving along to todays shipwreck.
It was the first day back at school, and you know that guy I was talking about? Well my plan was to play “hard to get”, right? Bulletproof some would say. Well, those who say it are forgetting one thing.

How hard it is to ignore them when you have so much to say!

He was also ignoring me.. which was hard to swallow in itself. It’s like he just up and left me, led me on and then left me, telling me he pretty much didn’t want me anymore..
Like my friend Alice would say, he “pulled an Edward Cullen”.
Ohhhhhh Goddddddddddddddd boys are so confusing!

And after this very long, very tiring day, I’m sitting here and having the reality of this all crashing down on me at once..
And there is also a possibility in my mind, that he has met another girl while he was away..

I guess we shall have to wait and see what happens…
But in the meantime, I’m off to take a well deserved jog and get those endorphins up!

Toodles! :P

Rachel x