Have you ever thought just maybe, you belong with me...

"O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?"

Really though. Where is my Romeo? Yes, I am about to talk guys. For this is what's on my mind. And in my blog that's what I do, speak my mind.
No matter where I looked, and no matter how hard I looked, I could never seem to find the right guy. Lets be realistic, there's no 'Perfect Guy', but I took a look around and this is what I found. There were a few 'Too-immature' guys, a whole handful of 'Jerk-guys-who-seem-like-they-either-have-emotional-issues-or-are-just-downright-player' guys, and one or two very rare -drum roll- 'Almost-Romeo' guys. *sigh*...

And you know what? The 'Almost-Romeo' guys are so dayyuuum hard to grab onto. I haven't ever really been in a relationship... my luck in love hasn't been the best lately... but look, I'm not gonna send you all into a coma talking about that part, but long story short? Everytime I set my eyes on a guy I like, he either gets a girlfriend, or nothing ever happens. Honestly... right now "I got an I heart question mark written on the back of my haaaand."

Let's cut to the chase. Right now I reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally like this guy who I've only become friends with since about two weeks ago. But he is so great. Honestly.. he's all I've been able to think about this past week! He's funny, smart, reaally sweet, and we have alot in common... ohhhh and I forgot to mention he's cute with a good body :)
So lets add that up:

funyy (+1)
smart (+1)
really sweet (+2)
alot in common (+3)

and the looks (+58)

So really, it's all about the math ;)

But anyway, one night (before I even had the chance to charm the pants right off of him LOL figure of speech, calm down, get your mind out of the gutter hehe) he goes to a party, and comes back telling me all about this girl he met (oh and hooked up with). He wants to ask her out.
As I was talking about this to my best-friend (Zoe) on the phone, we decided that I needed to take action! I needed to do something to really get this guys attention. Possibly help him realise how much I actually genuinely like him.
But as I went on MSN (IM) to do that, he tells me he asked out the girl and she said yes.
Greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat.

"Oh, happy dagger, this is thy sheath; there rust and let me die!"

I was straight back on the phone with Zoe and she couldn't believe it. She had thought that maybe he liked me from what I had told her about him.
I was talking to another friend (Nicole) and she was actually telling me about her boyfriend, and how it took him an entire year to notice her, and she had to wait, but "it was worth it".
I then decided that I like this guy enough to wait...
He is worth the wait, I think.
But how long exactly will I have to wait for my 'Almost-Romeo' ?

I really want to tell him how I feel, but what will he do now he has a girlfriend?

If anyone has a suggestion, please, I'm all ears.


Rachel x